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A man who is now standing in front of the supermarket carrying an umbrella. The man waited for the presence of his lover who never came out of the supermarket. It was staring at the rain with a lamat by the man. Where are you?, he asked silently. His eyes were faint, the expression on his face was flat, and his lips that kept clenching tightly.
"Irham" came the voice of a woman calling her name. Irham the man's name. The man turned to the origin of the sound. Irham squeezed a smile, and then approached the woman. The woman who called him just now was his lover.
"Stop there" the woman snapped. Irham also stopped stepping for a moment.
"What's wrong?" asked Irham curiously. "I'll get married soon" she retorted. Marry? His heart felt like he was stabbed by a knife when he heard Ella's remarks. So, Yoga is ready to marry Ella? That's great. That means Irham's role is done here.
"And then?" asked Irham again.
"I'm getting married, but I don't want to be separated from you" she said. Instantly the atmosphere fell silent. We are preoccupied with each other's thoughts. What the * is that? He was already crazy. How could it be like that? it was the same he betrayed the feeling of Yoga, Irham complained inwardly.
"Don't leave me and I will make you the second one in my heart. How about it?" the woman chimed in suddenly.
—
Ella today got a call from Yoga. Yoga was another of his lovers. Yoga says on the phone that he is ready to marry Ella. Ella was surprised not to play. Surprised to be happy. But on the other hand Ella was uneasy. What about that man? Ella loved the man. But Ella also loves Yoga. After returning home from the supermarket, Ella tells her that she is reluctant to let go of the man. Ella wanted the man to be beside her.
Ella knew if what she was doing wasn't right. It's just that Ella wants to obey her heart. His heart said not to let go of the two. Ella needs Yoga and that man in her life. One word for Ella, selfish. Ah or maybe greedy for wanting both? I don't know if Ella is confused by her own feelings.
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After Ella asked the man, she said it took time to think. It seems more appropriate to refer to it as an offer. Now Ella was lying on the mattress. Ella was tired all day long. Coupled with the good and bad news that comes together. Ella opened her cell phone to call Yoga. At the same time sending a message to the man that Ella had arrived home safely.
Ella: I've got home,
I'm sorry I refused to be delivered by you.
Then press the send button. You can see a gray tick there. Last seen at nine o'clock this morning. The man really took so much time with her that he didn't open his phone at all. As well as willing to take his time for Ella. That's what made Ella unable to let go of the man. Unlike Yoga, which is always busy with her work, but Yoga is loyal to Ella. Yoga doesn't glance at any woman despite being busy with work. It's also what allows Ella to give up Yoga. Ella knew this was selfish, but Ella at this time couldn't choose who was worth keeping. As if both deserved to be retained, owned, and loved by Ella.
This time Ella turned to Yoga. Yoga says to always call every night because yoga is busy in the morning, afternoon and evening. Yoga wouldn't have time to text or call Ella if there was something important. Ella confidently pressed the phone button. There was a ringing tone. A few minutes later Yoga picked up the phone.
"Hello baby, sorry I just woke up" Yoga greeted first. Yoga's voice was yawning after greeting Ella.
"So tired, huh?" asked Ella in a gentle tone. Yoga said yes.
"There are many stories today, baby" Yoga complained. And Yoga also began to tell his daily life from morning to night. So did Ella.
—
It had been a week since Irham had contacted Ella. Even the message sent by Ella was not read or answered by her. Irham asked for time to think. There are two answer options that he thought of. First, accept though it must be the second. But it must be readily regarded as Ella's affair, a place of venting, escape or whatever it is. Second, it rejects and confirms that Ella is married to Yoga. Yoga, Ella's first lover.
Perhaps for Ella, Yoga was another lover. But for Irham was Ella's first lover. While Irham is the second lover. Irham himself didn't know whether Ella considered me a lover or not. He didn't even care what Ella thought of it. He was at a loss as to which answer to choose. Irham loved Ella very much. Complicated. When in fact it is easy. It only remains to end the relationship with her and then Ella chooses to marry Yoga. No need to think about how he feels.
—
It's past one month. It turned out that it took Irham a long time to think. During the month, he also remained uncontacted by Ella. But for a month, he found an answer. Irham turned on the mobile phone and immediately sent a message to Ella. Now Irham is completely convinced of the answer.
Irham : sorry to reply to him now.
Ella : it's okay,
what's the answer?
Ella was holding a mobile phone it seemed. Seen very quickly replying to messages from Irham. Irham also retorted.
Irham : I refuse to be the second
and happy wedding, Ella.
After that turned off his cell phone. Her tears were no longer restrained. At last he cried profusely. It is not an easy thing to make such a decision. But Irham must be aware that his position has only become second. Not the only one.
—
A few days later Ella came to Irham's house to give her wedding invitation with Yoga. Irham accepted the invitation even though his heart was aching. Irham had to accept the fact that Ella was not his, but Yoga's. He believes that one day Ella's position in his heart will be replaced by another woman. A better woman than Ella.
Accepting reality is better than continuing to persevere in being second. If that happened to Irham, maybe Irham couldn't afford to see Ella love another man. Just imagining it is scary, especially if it becomes a reality.
Then the next day, Irham decides to come to Ella and Yoga's wedding. Irham tried to display a big smile in front of everyone. Although now his heart seemed to be cut by a knife. According to the agreement that Irham and Ella had agreed to pretend not to know each other. Irham considers himself an officemate who has just met Ella. Sick. It really hurts.
After attending their wedding, Irham quickly went home. Irham wanted to lay down his whole body and the contents of his mind. Then cried as loudly as he could. It didn't matter if his neighbors felt noisy with Irham's voice.
—
Ten years have passed. Irham heard that Ella and Yoga's marriage was very happy. While Irham was still weeping over the events that had passed. So many wanted to approach Irham, but Irham rejected them. Even Irham decided not to marry. Because Irham is still traumatized.
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